johanmynhardt

Image Credit: Inner Conflict - Lady Symphonia @ Deviantart  This is a hard topic to discuss, but inner conflict adds mental bounds to the abilities and capabilities of a human, as one has to overcome several hurdles and make out your own set of accepted rules, and stick to that in spite of what the community will say or how they will judge it. Inner Conflict  emotional disturbance resulting from a clash of opposing impulses or from an inability to reconcile contradictions with realist or moral considerations, a fight or struggle "selves" within one-self. Inner gesture a motion expressing a certain emotion. From:  http://afronord.tripod.com/thr/dict.html Some decisions are made depending on who it will affect, how it will change you and those around you, and whether you think about the changes involved after all. Generally any decision you make, has different levels of acceptability by involved parties - but the catch is that you will never know what that level is ...

So more than a year passed since my last post here on blogspot. While all this time passed a lot has happened in several parts of my existence and I hope to cover most of them in this post. The reason that I have not used blogspot for the past time is that I had (still have) a domain and put most of my effort there. It was not too long ago that I have lost more than a year's worth of MySQL data including all my posts that were priceless to me. Sometimes I still wish I could be mad at myself for the loss, but it was out of my control and bad management. This morning the urge to write a post again came alive and then I questioned myself as to why I am not using my blogspot account and continue on a platform that has better management? I am happy with myself and what I have achieved the past year. With all the bumps and slowdowns I can say with certainty that my life is at one of its highest peaks ever. Matters are coming together and independence is only a little while away. I finall...